Ixlusions

They said life’s a game.
I replied, “a game that no one told me the rules of.” All I got from them was that I’m a bad player.

Also, it was even more difficult for me since I was playing all alone with just me in there. And, there was no one to offer me some lives when I was losing mine. I had to search for mine on my own.

But now, I’m tired of this game and I wanna quit but then again I can’t because I’m aware that there are some people out there who have put there money on me. And, I just can’t quit with that weight over my shoulders.
They waited so long for me to do something even if they never really mentioned the fact that how difficult it’ll start getting after level 18.

Anyways, I’m no one to complain I will have to figure everything out on my own.
It might take longer then it supposed to be, my will of quitting might start getting stronger level by level but I’ll try my best. Since, I’m aware that it’s just me now and I deserve to atleast see where all of this ends.
I want to see how I will look like on the finish line and if all of this was even worth it?
Don’t get me wrong it’s just that I have someone to prove that I really cared and did my best, I’ve someone to show that I’m worth of something.

Before ending this blog I would like to add a little reminder:
“Just because I said it so casually doesn’t mean it was that casual.” None of us has it easy. Be patient and polite with people because this *life* named game upgrades with time and the vision for the version is rumoured to have a motive of transforming humans to robots.

Be safe everyone!

– Sanjana