Ixlusions

Today again I discovered something new about me,
something that I would love to ignore and
pretend as if it’s not true, as if it’s not there.
But, it is there, it’s a big part of me.
And, I can see the damage it did.
I hate the reality but I’ve to accept it.
I can just go and tell people once again that I’ve my own reasons.
But I’ve already overused that phase.
I have figured that I’m all pathetic from inside and this self-made strong mask is pathetic too.
But what to do when I really had my own reasons to…