Ixlusions

You know that moment in life when everything seems wrong but sometimes everything seems right too.
 

This is the time when you’ve done alot of mistakes in your 20 y/o life but you aren’t really the only reason behind this mess. And the people who are included in it with you aren’t supposed to be named because that’ll make us a disgrace.
 

Sad how now when I’m finally trying my best to improve everything then I can’t even tell them because they have lost all of their trust and hope in me. But I still have to continue trying while facing those eyes who see me as nothing but a disappointment. I’ll still face them only because I can’t take it anymore.
 

Maybe if I’ll try harder to change that look in those eyes then I’ll finally be able to see what my eyes want to see.
 

No one understands the amount of pressure kids these days are bearing. I’ve always heard everyone saying that kids these days are useless, they say that we don’t know how hard growing up for them was. Why do they think it’s easier now? Just because technology advanced? Things can change but people can’t and even if technology advanced that doesn’t change the fact that every kid still want to do their best to make their parents proud of them. We all still want to work so hard to give our parents the best life that they deserve.
 

It’s just we are the most misunderstood generation. That leads to anxiety and insecurities. We need time. This generation is supposed to be the best but no one is ready to give us some time.
 

The world out there is a mess, it’s a scary place and we need to take constant breaks in between to continue fighting and overcoming all of  those difficulties. That’s why sometimes we stay longer on our beds or in our rooms because we know that if we’ll talk about it we’ll be compared, we’ll be called as the weak ones and that’s exactly where it all goes wrong.
 

People should understand that sometimes it’s not about what you get sometimes you’ve to feel the hardwork and passion of others. It shouldn’t always be about looks or money sometimes there faces shine from passion and trust me that glow is priceless.
 

I understand that our generation is chaotic but we aren’t cowards, ignorants or useless. And, maybe our likes-dislikes or our preferences are different but that doesn’t makes us wrong.